Love DJ

Chapter 357 Uncontrollable Love

However, things have already happened, and now we have to face what we have to face.

A complex emotion flashed across Ouyang Mengmian's eyes. He turned to look at Xu Lingfeng and spoke carefully: "Thank you, Xu Lingfeng. You have always been so thoughtful and considerate of me."

Ouyang Mengmian's polite yet distant words made Xu Lingfeng frown unconsciously.

After a long while, he managed to force out a bitter smile and said to Ouyang Mengmian: "Mengmian, you don't have to be so polite to me. I have told you long ago that taking care of you and doing everything for you is something I am willing to do. No matter when, as long as you need me, I will stand firmly by your side, protect you, and take care of everything for you."

Ouyang Mengmian was deeply moved and troubled by the care and love that Xu Lingfeng expressed for her in his words.

The world of love is very small, and there is no room for a third person. She is destined to have no chance with Xu Lingfeng in this life. But she is not a cold-hearted person, and she cannot pretend to be oblivious to this and just enjoy the preferential treatment Xu Lingfeng gives her.

"You...Xu Lingfeng...you don't have to be so nice to me...you make me feel guilty towards you..." Ouyang Mengmian's eyes were slightly red, his voice was choked, and his excited emotions revealed themselves unconsciously.

Hearing Ouyang Mengmian's refusal to care about her, Xu Lingfeng felt his heart throb in pain. He no longer had the heart to drive, so he turned the steering wheel and drove to the side of the road.

"Mengmian, I know that I will never get your love in this life. Could it be that... I have lost the qualification to care about you like a friend?" Xu Lingfeng's eyes were filled with pain. He could not accept the fact that Ouyang Mengmian wanted to "expel" him from his life.

"Xu Lingfeng, I... I didn't say you can't get along with me like a friend... It's just... your love for me will make you care and pay attention to me more than just friends when you are with me... I don't want you to be like this, you should try to go out and find your own happiness..."

"Mengmian, I admit that you are right - indeed, I love you deeply. This is an indisputable fact that you know and I know too."

"But, just like you adore Su Jingsi and don't want to be separated from him no matter what, I also adore you deeply. You can't control your feelings towards Su Jingsi, so how can I control my feelings towards you?"

"I love you, so I am willing to help you; I love you, so I want you to be happy - but you can't deprive me of my right to love you just because you are happy!"

"Don't worry, since I've decided to let go, I won't do anything irrational again. Sometimes, when you like someone, you don't necessarily need them to know; when you admire someone, you don't necessarily need to be with them... I don't have any other extravagant hopes in this life. I just hope that you can let me like you silently."

Xu Lingfeng's infatuation made Ouyang Mengmian moved but also sad and speechless - although she did not love Xu Lingfeng, at this moment, she couldn't help but feel sorry for him.

Tears flowed from Ouyang Mengmian's eyes like pearls from a broken string. She choked up and said, "Xu Lingfeng, if possible, I wish we had never met. In this way, can you meet someone you like and who also likes you, and start your smooth and carefree life from then on?"