If not abolished

Chapter 371 Nightmare (3)

"Now that you mention it, there were times before when I suddenly had some emotions that were not my own. Were they you?" When she thought about it now, sometimes she was surprised by those sudden emotions, but now it all made sense.

"When I woke up, I found myself back in my boudoir before I got married, my hometown in Jining, but there was no one there, and I couldn't leave this place. At that time, I thought, I finally got out of the birdcage like the palace, but now I am still locked up in a place like this. I was depressed at first. Maybe we influenced each other. Sometimes I can sense your emotions."

"I'm sorry, I... I don't know what happened, I just took possession of your body, I..." She suddenly felt very guilty. Hu Shanxiang had no choice in her last life, and she finally had a chance to start over, but she didn't expect to be taken advantage of by her again.

"Don't be like this. Actually, I want to thank you. To be honest, my personality is not suitable for entering the palace. This opportunity is like a joke God played on me. If it weren't for you, my family wouldn't have the glory they have now. In my last life, after I was deposed, my family didn't say anything, but... this time, because of you, maybe they can all live a better life." Hu Shanxiang held her hand and smiled gently.

"No, in fact, His Royal Highness the Crown Prince has also been reborn, and he feels guilty about you, so if it were you, you would be fine this time." She knew clearly that a lot of Zhu Zhanji's feelings for her were due to his guilt towards her past.

"Maybe it was like that at the beginning, Your Highness, how should I put it? He is a sentimental man. He can't let go of the relationship between him and Sun for more than ten years, and he also can't let go of the relationship between us for the last few decades. I still remember the last time we met, I said a lot of things against my will, and maybe it was those words that made him feel guilty in the end. But, I know that what he likes now is you, and it's not a love with guilt. Maybe he has even forgotten that you and I are nothing like each other, so you should not be trapped in such a dilemma anymore. He and I have no relationship anymore, and now you are with him, a brand new you." As for whether Hu Shanxiang likes Zhu Zhanji or not, to be honest, she has always regarded him as her husband and has high standards for him, so when they were together, they quarreled more often, and love never existed between them.

"No matter what, it was because of you that Your Highness and I met in the first place."

"It's all about chance. Maybe this is the chance for you and His Highness." Hu Shanxiang said lightly, and then seemed to suddenly think of something, "By the way, Nuannuan is not Shunde."

"What did you say? How could this be?" Her pupils dilated instantly.

"Children all look pretty much the same when they are young. Besides, after so many years, how can Your Highness remember what Shunde looked like when he was just born? But I can tell you for sure that Nuannuan is not like that. So you don't have to worry about me not giving birth to a legitimate son in my last life. You are free to take your chances. This time, you have done many things that I have not done. You have to believe in yourself. You can do it."

"I...I don't know anything, I just know where things are going."

"Don't be afraid, it's actually nothing. Besides, if anything happens, His Highness will help you." Hu Shanxiang assured her.

"Then how can I see you next time?"

"Next time, I don't know. I don't know what happened this time. Let's depend on God. Maybe there won't be a next time. For a period of time, I have had more and more headaches, and my drowsiness has been getting longer and longer. Maybe God wants me to wait for you here. After seeing you this time, maybe I can leave. In the next life, I don't know if I can..." Hu Shanxiang said this.

She felt her body out of control, she suddenly couldn't breathe, and was pulled out of the dream.