Feast for Shengsheng

Chapter 412 Break

Nan Sheng paused, and without waiting for Lu Shiyan's answer, she continued, "I'm not a virgin now, and I'm in love with someone. I really don't think it's a good thing for you to keep me by your side. Regardless of whether he and I are together or not, it's a fact that I like him and love him. I can't accept another man. Maybe in the future, but definitely not now."

It takes time to get over anything.

Nan Sheng is not really a bad girl, she can just turn around and leave.

Besides, she was the one who was dumped.

The contrast between Lu Shiyan's attitude before and after was so obvious that Nan Sheng was not used to it and could not accept it.

It was as if Lu Shiyan's feelings for her were inexplicably surging and deep, as if this feeling had lasted for a long time.

After Nan Sheng finished speaking, she looked at Lu Shiyan quietly, waiting for him to give her an explanation.

Lu Shiyan listened quietly, and suddenly let go of Nan Sheng, maintaining the posture of holding the bag with one hand.

But Lu Shiyan's eyes were always on Nan Sheng and never left her.

Nan Sheng was not in a hurry and waited patiently.

It was not until Nan Sheng heard Lu Shiyan's deep and solid voice that he slowly spoke.

"Maybe when I first saw you, you were very small, soft, and chubby. You smiled brightly at people. It was probably this smile that made me, who was very gloomy at that time, become bright." Lu Shiyan was really recalling.

Recalling where this abnormal love for Nan Sheng came from.

"Later, when the Nan family encountered trouble, I brought you to Haicheng and raised you single-handedly. Initially, I truly raised you as an elder, as an explanation to your parents. But as you grew up, I realized that my thoughts were becoming increasingly deviant."

"..."

"I started paying attention to your every move. I knew when you had your first period, that some boys liked you, and that you were very popular with many people. Suddenly, I felt jealous. I thought you were mine, and I didn't want to share you with anyone. This thought scared me."

"..."

"This feeling is just like what's described in Lolita: I'm a grown man, falling in love with an underage girl. I know it's unethical, but I can't control my emotions at all. I think this behavior is too perverted, and I'm afraid things will get out of control, so I used Xu Anwan to divert my attention."

Lu Shiyan's words were more sincere than Nan Sheng had ever heard before.

Nan Sheng was so shocked and dazed by his sincerity.

"Xu Anwan is very beautiful and meets Mrs. Lu's standards, so Xu Anwan's appearance has indeed distracted my attention from you and eased my anxiety. In addition, Xu Anwan and I have known each other since childhood and grew up together, so the reporters in Haicheng naturally think of us as childhood sweethearts, but in fact, we are not. I didn't interact much with Xu Anwan when I was young." Lu Shiyan paused for a moment before continuing.

"But I feel that my emotions are still influenced by you, which has never happened before. So I got engaged to Xu Anwan. I thought that this way I could settle down. And the Lu family really needs the support of the Xu family. In the end, it backfired."

Lu Shiyan smiled faintly and looked at Nan Sheng with gentle and affectionate eyes.

Nan Sheng's heart was beating fast, and she was frightened by Lu Shiyan.

"Nan Sheng, I wanted to get away, but you just wouldn't let me go." Lu Shiyan stared at Nan Sheng intently. "You appear before me anytime, anywhere, pouting, angry, and all sorts of other things. I can't let you go, so I do a lot of things that even I consider perverted."

Lu Shiyan seemed to feel less depressed after the topic was opened.

All the emotions clearly appeared in front of Nan Sheng, and it was a complete showdown.

"I'm like a wretched man. I will follow you, destroy those who want to pursue you, and even when you are sleeping, if I come back from a business trip, I will secretly look at you, but I am cautious and don't want you to know. I'm afraid that I can't control myself, and I'm also afraid that you will seduce me." Lu Shiyan's words were very serious.

But his eyes never left Nan Sheng, pressing her so hard that she couldn't breathe.

This kind of look gave Nan Sheng a great sense of pressure.

This was something Nan Sheng was completely unaware of.

But it can reasonably explain why Nan Sheng always felt that someone was following her at the beginning.

She thought she had met a pervert, so she looked for Lu Shiyan, but every time she looked for Lu Shiyan, the gaze would stop.

After a while, it will appear again quietly and silently.

So, is all this Lu Shiyan's fault?

Nan Sheng didn't respond because she didn't know how to start.

Under such circumstances, Lu Shiyan's voice quickly continued, "And on your 18th birthday, you took the initiative to seduce me. All my bottom lines completely collapsed. It was probably from that time that things started to go wrong. I thought everything would develop according to my ideas, but in the end, you wanted to cut off all contact with me. I probably can't accept it."

It’s like giving a child that you raised yourself to someone else. No one can accept it.

What's more, he is a person with Lu Shiyan's personality.

Nan Sheng was very quiet. This was the first time Lu Shiyan talked about these things with Nan Sheng.

These things were completely beyond Nan Sheng's expectations, and these were emotions that Nan Sheng was completely unaware of.

The current Lu Shiyan is very different from the Lu Shiyan in his previous life.

Nan Sheng was in complete confusion.

It was as if the balance of my cognition was completely broken at this moment.

"Nan Sheng." Lu Shiyan didn't care about Nan Sheng's silence at all, and called Nan Sheng's name in a low voice.

There was a hint of temptation in this tone, trying to seduce Nan Sheng.

"I like you very much, from the first time I saw you. I know this emotion is abnormal, but I can't control myself. Even now, I know for sure that I love you. If it weren't love, I wouldn't be so determined to get you." Lu Shiyan confessed to Nan Sheng.

Nan Sheng was completely stunned.

Not only was she not used to Nan Sheng in front of her, she was also not used to Lu Shiyan confessing his love to her.

Nan Sheng was almost suffocated by the pressure.

"Don't let your imagination run wild. I'm not telling you this to put any pressure on you. I just want you to know that you've never been the third party. In terms of who came first, you were the first." Lu Shiyan was coaxing Nan Sheng and calming her down.

Nan Sheng's mind was in a mess. In the current situation, Nan Sheng couldn't recall anything.

In the end, Nan Sheng just looked up at Lu Shiyan and answered irrelevantly: "I want to be discharged. I don't want to be in the hospital. I don't like the smell of disinfectant here, and I don't like these doctors in white clothes."